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Did You Ever Get Lost.???

Did you ever get lost? Or got lost?

Yes…Yes…Yesss…

I got lost while playing in the park…I got lost in the delicious Mom’s Meal…I got lost while grooving on my fav tune…I got lost in my studies…I got lost in my career…I got lost in his voice when I heard him for the first time on telephone…I got lost in track of time when I was enjoying a long distance call with my bff in other part of the world…I got lost in the book I was reading…I got lost in his embrace when we made love…I got lost in the beautiful curves of Shimla…I got lost in Belgium Chocolate Cake…I got lost in my life…in you and me…but what I learned???…it’s okay to be lost at times in life…it’s okay if you can’t figure things out at the moment…being lost is route to finding yourself…being lost is a route to your dreams…being lost is a route to understand the world better…

So Did You Ever Get Lost?

Love ❤ AARYA

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My Wishlist For Santa

Hi Santa,

I don’t know whether you really exist or not…but I have to write this letter otherwise Miss Cole will put a zero in my report card anyway I am not doing great academically…

To be frank I have stopped believing in fairy tales and miracles long time ago…but Miss Cole asked us to write a letter on My Wishlist for Santa…so I am left with no option…I will not take much of your time and get straight to the point…

If you can or you really are capable of fulfilling anyone’s wishlist…then I want my parents back whom I lost in 9/11 attack in USA when I was only two months old…I don’t want to be an orphan…I don’t want to live with any of my relative they all are behind my money…I don’t want to go to school because my parents are never there to pick me up…I don’t want to participate in any function or school activity because there’s no one sitting in the audience looking for me…I don’t want to do anything in life because I have no one with whom I can share my happiness or achievements…I want to sit and wait for death to come and take me…can you understand my pain? Can you see how pathetic my life is?

Nobody wants me, I am a burden for my family, for my teachers infact for this world too…I have no friends…why?…well they are always talking about what they did with their parents? What they got on their birthday?…I feel so alone that I just sit in the corner where no one can find me…If you are really real then please I want my parents back…I swear I will never ask you for anything else…if you are real then fulfil My Wishlist too…

I guess this will do…Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year…

From a Lonely Boy

Love ❤ AARYA

PS…This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative for Indian Bloggers by BlogAdda…and this a pure fiction work…

DO YOU CRY???…I DO…

Do you ever CRY when you are going through a very SHITTY PHASE OF LIFE???

And I am not talking about being a CRY BABY…no losers do that…I am talking about just crying…

There are rough phases in life…when everything and everyone are against you…you lose all the hopes and there’s only dark tunnel ahead you…you get exhausted mentally and physically…wherever you go whatever you do…failure slaps you hard…you don’t know the solution…you can’t call for anyone’s help…you are alone…just ALONE…

And one day in the middle of all this shit you burst out crying alone in the isolated corner of your house…where no one can find you…you cry for hours…thinking about all the trauma you have been through in past few weeks…what went wrong and why did it all happen…and specially to you…

You cry until you sink into a deep sleep…and when you wake up…you are fresh and light hearted…and you start feeling this positive vibe around…you feel something good will turn up for sure…

Now you don’t cry because you are depressed or gave up on life…it’s just you were not able to express your emotions…there was no one who could have understood you and your problems…so pressure was so much that emotions burst in tears…

I don’t know about you guys…but I have done this quite a few times so far in life…and it always worked for me…of course crying for hours doesn’t give me a solution…but I feel light…which in turn gives me a positive energy to stay focused…

Well some psychologist believe that it’s a sign of weakness…instead I feel if you can’t cry then you definitely got to see a psychologist…I think sometimes it’s good to cry…it’s good to let your emotions flow and blow out of your mind in haywire directions… and then you will be light as a feather…

Love ❤ AARYA

 READY SET GO…

THE SUN WAS SET…

She was waiting for the day to set…so that she could be in his arms…around 4 she went to her room and to her surprise he was waiting for her…he locked the room, took her in arms…

“I missed you…I missed your warmth…I missed your breath…I missed your body beside me…I missed your hands rolling all over my body…I missed your lips softly …I missed the way you make me melt in your arms…I missed you on top of me…I miss your touch… caressing my neckline I miss your smile…I miss you…why did you left me alone?…what will I do without you?…life has no meaning without you…you made me complete…now I am incomplete Jake…I am incomplete”he kissed her and for a long time they sat in silence…clock was ticking…and suddenly Beckie came running…

“Granma…lets go everyone is waiting for you downstairs…lawyer is here to discuss about property and papers”

She looked at him with teary eyes…he got up and kissed her forehead “I am sorry baby…I have to go”

“Don’t go please…I love you so much…I can’t live without you”

“You can…and you will…I love you and will always love you my beloved”

“But…but…you will keep visiting”

“I will dear…I will”

“Granma…whom are you talking to?”

“It’s your granpa sweety…can’t you see?”

“No…there’s no one…it’s just a window granma”

She turned around…he was standing right there in front of the window…she looked at him with quizzical eyes…he smiled and walked out of the window…she ran to the window “Don’t go…please don’t go…I would be so alone without you”

“Granma are you alright”

She was looking at the man walking towards the setting sun…wishing for him to turn around and take her away with him…she whispered “How will I live without you Jake…I never imagined my life without you…you were the reason I was breathing…without you I am incomplete…please come back and take me away with you…Jake…please come back” tears were rolling down her face…in the far end the sun was set…

Love ❤ AARYA